Feeding on the Move

Sunday, 27th April 2008

Quite a bit of my 17-hour day is spent commuting between home, the hospital and the office.

And what better way to make use of that time than to feed on the rhema word of Christ.

I have loaded my PDA phone with lots of sermons so that I can listen to them while I am driving or riding on the train and bus.

The only thing is that while I could laugh out loud or cry uncontrollably whenever Ps Prince cracks a joke or when he shares something that stirs my spirit man while I was listening in the car, I need to be more discreet when doing so in the train or bus.

Just last week, I was listening to the 8-sermon series that Ps Prince preached in 2001 on the "The Secret of Moses' 40 days" which brother Stanley passed to me some time last month. This is based on what is recorded in Exodus 25 through 33.

Contrary to the impression that I had previously, which was that Moses only received the Ten Commandments at Mt Sinai, we read in Ex 24:18 that "Moses was on the mountain for forty days and forty nights."

During that 40-day period, God gave instructions to Moses about the various furniture in the tabernacle, the priestly garments and duties, atonement money and how anointing oil and incense were to be made.

What is so amazing is that all these are types and shadows that are substantiated and accomplished by Jesus Christ and His finished work!

For example, in Ex 26, God told Moses about how the tabernacle's frames were to be made of acacia wood overlaid with pure gold and placed in sockets of silver.

Knowing now that gold represents divinity, wood represents humanity and silver represents redemption, the frames were a shadow to depict what Jesus' work on the cross has accomplished for us. We are the wood that stand on silver overlaid with gold. We have been redeemed (the silver) by Jesus, so that when God sees us, He does not see us in our humanity (the wood) but He sees the gold!

As another example, God also told Moses in Ex 26 to make the tabernacle curtains using blue, purple, scarlet and white linen.

Knowing now that blue represents diety, purple represents royalty, scarlet represents servanthood and white represents manhood, this speaks of Jesus as depicted in the four gospels as Son of God in John, King of the Jews in Matthew, Suffering Servant in Mark and Son of Man in Luke.

As yet another example, God told Moses in Ex 30 how to make the holy anointing oil from myrrh, cinnamon, calamus, cassia and olive oil. These ingredients are made by either cutting or crushing, speaking once again about Jesus' work on the cross. The five ingredients depict the suffering love, zeal, uprightness, worthiness and the Spirit of Christ.

As a result of these progressive revelations, sections of the Bible that used to be very dry or make no sense suddenly come alive and become rich in meaning because our Lord Jesus Christ is being unveiled.

Prov 25:2 reads "It is the glory of God to conceal a matter, But the glory of kings is to search out a matter." God had chosen to store some of His mysteries in the Old Testament, and it is our privilege as kings and priests to search them out. Amen?

Staying Rested (in spite of 17-hour days)

Sunday, 20th April 2008

Never since my external audit days have I put in 17-hour days... until this week.

Although my bosses had allowed me to take leave of absence from work, my wife told me she would prefer that I concentrate on my new job while she take leave to look after our son full-time.

Hence, each day begins at 6am. After washing up and having breakfast, I will drive to the hospital to check on my son's progress. [He was transferred out of ICU last Sunday and is now recuperating in an isolation room in a normal ward, and is expected to be discharged by 2nd May]. After spending about an hour with him, I drive to St John's Headquarters to park the car, and then take 1 of 3 buses (10, 70 or 196) into the CBD.

I am thankful to the Lord that work starts only at 9.3oam, and ends at 6pm. In the evenings, the reverse of the morning's commuting takes place. I take a bus back to where the car is parked, and then drive to the hospital to spend another 2 hours or so there. About 9.30pm, I leave the hospital to make my way back home. After a bath and checking on my emails and stuff, it is about 11pm when my head finally hits the pillow.

In the natural, I would have gotten worn out by now. But praise be to God that somehow He has sustained me throughout the week.

Last Saturday, I received an SMS from Ps Reuben telling me to stay rested in the Lord, and that word of advice has indeed come in very handy. In his sermon last Sunday entitled "Working in Ministry with the God the Father", he expounded on Matt 11:30 where Jesus said that His yoke was easy and His burden was light.

The Greek word used for "easy" is chrestos χρηστός (G5543), which in other parts of Scripture is translated as kind or good. In this passage, it was translated as "easy" because saying His yoke is "kind" or "good" sounds strange. But that does not change the fact that His yoke IS kind and good because it is not a yoke or burden at all, since He is the one who gives us the strength and can even be considered to be the one carrying it on our behalf!

In the New Covenant, there is only one thing that we have to labour or put effort in, and that is to enter the Lord's rest (Heb 4:11). This is because the devil wants to distract us with the cares of the world. As we fix our eyes upon Jesus, who is the author and perfecter of our faith, the winds and the waves that the devil tries to stir up around us will be of no relevance and consequence.

So, despite the 17-hour days, I can say hand on heart that it has been a most blessed week, where I see the Lord's hand of providence and sustenance upon me. He has also given me favour with my new colleagues. When they found out about Mark, they actually sent a hamper to the ward, wishing him a speedy recovery.

The Lord has also given me opportunity to share my faith. One of my colleagues asked me whether I was worried and anxious about my son, to which I replied that somehow I felt peace and believed that things will work out. The next thing she said was, "Are you a Christian?" to which I said "Yes, I am.", and she then commented that somehow Christians behaved differently in the midst of trials. All praise to Jesus!

One person left a comment on my blog that in this season of my life, God wants me to share the grace message with those in the "rat race". I am already feeling that conviction, so please pray that God will grant me the boldness to leave sermon CDs of Ps Prince and Ps Reuben in the office, so that others will be prompted to borrow them and be likewise transformed.

I want to also thank those of who has taken the effort to visit my son during his hospitalisation. You can see that he is recovering extremely well and in very good spirits, and I am thankful to the LORD for His hand of protection upon him (and my wife) during this time of recuperation.

Better Than Striking the Lottery

Sunday, 13th April 2008

Those of you who've been following my blog for more than a year would have come across an earlier entry about how the devil had attacked my family, marriage and career.

Well, He that is in us is greater than he that is in the world (1 Jn 4:4), and no weapon formed against us can prosper (Isa 54:17). Amen?

God restored my marriage in 2003 by leading us to sign up for the "Married for Life" course, where we learnt the biblical perspective of what a marriage should be -- like the relationship between Christ and the church.

He restored my career in 2005. I had sent out more than 300 job applications and was contemplating becoming a taxi driver, when God led me to a job where I initially started out as a temp staff but eventually ended up getting 5 increments in the space of 3 years and the 2 biggest bonuses in my entire career. Just 12 days ago, I moved on to a job which allows me to tithe 20% more. This Canadian company is doing extremely well and is not affected by the impending recession in USA nor the inflation in Asia.

One area that we have continued to believe God for restoration is that of my family. My 11-year old son had been on peritoneal dialysis since he was 3 years old. We have been praying for him daily, asking the Lord to restore the function of his kidneys. Well, the answer to our prayers arrived 3 days ago...

At 7.36am on 10th April, I received a phone call from the transplant coordinator informing me that a kidney had become available, and Mark was the most suitable recipient! It was only the 8th working day into my new job and I had a meeting with my CFO at 9am followed by a conference call with Malaysia and Hongkong at 10am.

I quickly sent an email to my 2 bosses (the MD and CFO) from my Blackberry, requesting for urgent leave, telling them my son had to go for emergency surgery. They were very kind, telling me that family matters took precedence and work could wait. I was so overwhelmed with gratitude, because it was God who had granted me favour with them. They even allowed me to consider the leave as medical rather than no-pay leave (employees on probation are not entitled to annual leave).

To cut a long story short, my wife and I took him out of school at about 9.15am and brought him to the hospital to do a battery of tests.

We were told that it was like striking the lottery -- the chances of getting a suitable kidney was one in several hundred thousand.

As I pondered over this, I realise that it was better than striking the lottery. God's timing is always perfect and He had arranged for Mark to be at the right place at the right time to receive that kidney.

At 3.15pm, he was wheeled into the operating theatre for the transplant operation.

The 4-hour operation was a great success, and within half an hour, his new kidney had started to produce urine -- lots of it in fact.

Since then, God has been granting him a speedy recovery. He was out of ICU in just 2 days and cannot wait to be up and about, doing things which he previously could not, such as swimming and going for long holidays.

I would like those of you who have been faithfully praying for our son. Indeed, he is going to live the abundant life that Jesus has come to give all of us. Hallelujah and praise the Lord!

What a Difference a Day Makes

Sunday, 6th April 2008

Hi ya people!

It's been quite an eventful week with lots of changes.

First of all, I have to put on a long-sleeve shirt and a tie when I get up in the mornings.

Secondly, while I used to drive to work, now my wife drops me off at Lavender MRT and I take the train into the CBD. In the evenings, I take the train and then a bus home.

Thirdly, the pace of life around me seems to be at least three times that of what it used to be.

Fourthly, while I previously found it hard to get a copy of MyPaper and Today, now they are in great abundance.

My first day at work was a pretty hectic one. My boss, the CFO, gave me a list of things that needs to be done. After that, the MD brought me around the entire office to introduce me to the other Heads of Department. Then, I was introduced to the rest of my department colleagues. And then, there was meeting after meeting to attend.

Truth be told, I did feel rather stressed and overwhelmed on my 1st and 2nd days at work. Compared to my previous job where I was the 2nd-in-charge of a department, I am now the head of one and with that comes more responsibilities and challenging demands.

I had a Rhema class on Wednesday night, and had wanted to skip it at first. Thankfully, I did not because the lecturer quoted the verse "He that began a good work in you will bring to completion" (Phil 1:6) which really ministered to me. Since God is the one who paved the way for me to join this company, He will be the one who will ensure that I will settle in well and prosper the work of my hands (Deut 30:9)! He would be the one to flatten the mountains and fill up the valleys (Isa 40:4). Instead of being anxious and worried about the tasks ahead, I should instead be resting in His finished work and allowing Him to work within me and guiding me with His wisdom each day.

I was like Peter, being distracted by the winds and the waves around me, instead of fixing my eyes on Jesus, the author and finisher of my faith (Heb 12:2)

And so, what a difference a day makes :-)

Having seen things in the proper perspective, my 3rd and 4th days at work were miraculously much better. The MD took us out for lunch, and I was also invited for a chat over coffee with the COO where he shared with me the vision of the company.

God is also reminding me to focus on the positives because He knows the plans He has for me, plans to prosper and not harm me, to give me a future and a hope (Jer 29:11).

And part of those positives are a BlackBerry, a personal secretary.. and a room with a fantastic view of the Singapore Flyer and Marina Bay.

Till next week then...
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