How Do We Identify Ourselves? (Part 10)

Monday, 12th October 2026

PART 10: OUR TRUE IDENTITY 

The last 9 posts were about my 30+ year career, spanning more than half of my life, and what very much was used by society to define me as a person.

As you can see, it has been quite the roller-coaster ride with its ups and downs, mountain peaks and valley troughs. But through it all, I see the faithful hand of God's provision and protection.

Like what I mentioned in the very first post, man's identity is oftentimes tied to his profession.

In his Children's Day sermon on 4 Oct 2026, Ps Lawrence talked about how many parents hope their children grow up to become a doctor, a lawyer or an engineer (he did not mention accountants or architects, but you get the picture).  But we should just be happy that they are our children, and wonderful gifts from God.  As parents we should love them for who they are, just like how God loves us because of who we are.

It was thus also so apt that just 2 days later, on 6 Oct 2026, the Gospel Partner app's Day & Night Devo was on the very topic about IDENTITY!

The snippet for that day is from the sermon, "Your New Identity in Christ", a true classic, preached by Ps Prince on 7 May 2000.

A friend actually passed me the cassette version of his sermon to convert into MP3 format.

Ps Prince says it best, so I am reproducing the devotional in full below:

You Are More than Just What You Do

Let me ask you something that might catch you off guard.

If someone asked you, “Who are you? 

Not what you do, not where you work, not what your title is, but truly, who are you?”

What would you say?

It’s harder to answer than it sounds, isn’t it?

What we do is so deeply woven into the way we relate to one another. We meet someone new, and within the first few minutes, it comes up: “So, what do you do?” And without even thinking, we hand them a label. A title. A function.

“I’m in finance.”

“I’m a stay-at-home mum.”

“I run my own business.”

“I’m in full-time ministry.”

Now, there’s nothing wrong with any of that. The Lord gives us our vocations for a reason. Just as He put Adam in the garden to tend it, not as a punishment but as a gift, the Lord designed us to find real satisfaction in meaningful work. He knows exactly how we’re wired and what will bring us a sense of purpose and fulfilment.

But if we are not careful, we can let the gift become lord over us. Many people strive their whole lives, trying to ascend that corporate ladder or attain that prestigious office overlooking the city.

And it’s not just in the corporate world. Even at home, a mother can let caring for her children weigh on her so much that every parenting mistake, every difficult season with a child, can land on her like a personal verdict. It crushes her sense of self.

That’s why I want to remind you today: Don’t tie your identity to what you do. You are not just what you do. You are so much more.

After all, you are a human being, aren’t you? Not a “human doing.”

Here’s what I’ve noticed. When our identity rests on what we do, we become fragile in ways we don’t expect.

We take criticism of our work more personally than we need to. We compare. We compete. We feel unsettled when someone else seems to be doing what we do, only better. We cling to titles and positions longer than we should, because letting them go feels like losing a piece of ourselves.

That’s not what the Lord desires for you.

Look at this piece of wisdom from the apostle Paul about what we choose to build our lives with in 1 Corinthians 3:12–13:

“Now if anyone builds on this foundation with gold, silver, precious stones, wood, hay, straw, each one’s work will become clear; for the Day will declare it, because it will be revealed by fire; and the fire will test each one’s work, of what sort it is.”

Paul captures it so well here. He talks about two categories of building materials: wood, hay, and straw on one side; gold, silver, and precious stones on the other.

Now, the wood, hay, and straw? That’s everything you accumulate and build on the outside. The titles, achievements, and roles you occupy. These things are purely temporal… and when the fire comes, they don’t hold up.

But the gold, silver, and precious stones? That’s what the Lord has already established in you through Christ.

Your identity as a son or daughter of the Most High.  Your standing as a new creation. Your righteousness that’s been given, not earned. Your belovedness that’s not contingent on your performance.

These are things the fire cannot touch.

Now, I want you to believe this without reservation: The Lord absolutely wants you to flourish in what you do. He wants to give you skill in your vocation, wisdom in your decisions, and favor that opens doors you could never have pushed open on your own. He is not asking you to care less about your work.

But He doesn’t want you in a place that leaves you exposed and vulnerable. He wants the blessings in your life to endure and truly serve you.

A lady can say, “I am a mother,” but what happens when the children grow up and leave the nest? Will she know who she is when the house goes quiet?

What about the man who says, “I’m a banker.” What happens the day he leaves the bank?

Or consider the leader in ministry who has built their whole sense of self around their title. Who are they when the season of leading comes to an end?

Let me ask you this question.

When our position or our roles change… when the trappings of our fancy corporate titles are stripped away… who are we, really?

That’s the question the Lord wants to help you answer. Not just when the moment of crisis comes, but now, from a place of security and rest.

So today, whatever you’re walking into, whatever you’re carrying, will you take a moment to recalibrate?

You are not your job title. You are not your output. You are not the sum of what you’ve built or produced or led.

You are a son. A daughter. Loved before you did a single thing to earn it, and loved still on the days you feel like you’ve done nothing right.

That’s who you are. And that’s what will truly endure, even through difficult times.

And so dear friends, this is how we should identify ourselves.  We are new creations, sons and daughters of God the Father, highly-favoured and accepted in Christ, the Beloved.  That will never change, no matter what our station in life is.  Amen? 

How Do We Identify Ourselves? (Part 9)

Sunday, 11th October 2026

PART 9: OWNSELF EMPLOY OWNSELF

On 26 Aug 2015, the former ESM Goh Chok Tong said, "We are our own checks," at a press conference in response to a journalist asking whether Parliament needed more opposition members to provide a check and balance on the ruling party.

On 2 Sep 2015, Pritam Singh retorted, using the Singlish phrase, "ownself check ownself" to summarily describe what PM Goh was claiming, and that phrase has since been immortalised in local folklore.

Well today, I will talk about "ownself EMPLOY ownself", which is essentially what a sole proprietorship is all about.

After I left my previous full-time employment on 15 Jul 2020, there was a couple of years that I was totally out of the workforce, making the necessary adjustments to cater to my dad's decreasing quality of life.  After he got his stroke in June 2010, he was hospitalised for two weeks, then transferred to St Luke's where he stayed a month before being allowed to return back home.

He had to be bathed, diaper-changed, tube-fed, assisted in walking and attended weekly therapy sessions.  I also had to bring him to see his geriatrician on a regular basis, and also to monitor his medications and medical supplies.

After about 2 years, his condition stabilised, and with it, a predictable routine to his caregiving requirements, so that was when I seriously considered setting up a sole proprietorship.

(11) Akeraois Phronesis (11 Jul 2022 to date)

I had thought of the name Akeraios Phronesis for quite some time already, those being the Greek words ἀκέραιος for "innocence" and φρόνησις for "shrewdness" respectively, found in Matt 10:16.

Around that time, I got to know Patrick Bezalel Lee, and commissioned him to conceptualise a hyper-realism piece of artwork based on that very verse, for which he quoted me a very good, kingdom-friend price :-)

He shared the masterpiece he came up with in the following Instagram post.  Thanks Pat!

https://www.instagram.com/reels/Cnl5nI0SRd-/

I then engaged fellow GraceUnited member Eve Elza Zoe Tian to design my name-card.  It was beautifully done.  Thanks Elza!

Note how I intentionally use 4 corporate colours: purple, red, white and blue.  These are the 4 colours/materials used in the tabernacle curtains (see Exodus 26) and also the 4 colours representing the 4 Gospels and the person of Jesus Christ:

Purple = Royalty and Christ's Kingship (Matthew, where Jesus is the Lion of Judah, the King of the Jews, descended from David)

Scarlet/Red = Blood Sacrifice (Mark, where Jesus is the Ox, the Suffering Servant, with no pedigree)

White (Fine Linen)  = Purity and Humanity (Luke, where Jesus is the Son of Man, descended from the first human, Adam)

Blue = Heaven and Deity of Christ (John, where Jesus is the Son of God, typified by the Eagle)

I also bidded for the UEN number.  Note how it ends with a series of 7s and 5s :-)

The timing of setting up Akeraios Phronesis on 11 Jul 2022 could not have been more perfect, because a fellow NTU Christian Fellowship alumnus, FT Liu, invited me to speak at the Professional Development Conference held at the Lifelong Learning Institute on 13 Aug 2022. 

And then 3 years later, it became the very vehicle I used to register the vehicle I bought for my son to use.  You can read about that here.

https://rootss.blogspot.com/2026/07/god-blesses-neverendingly-perfectly.html

By the way, I have also done the following write-up on LinkedIn:

Having worked for more than 30 years, many a time I have felt like a sheep in the midst of wolves. Yet the wisest Man said we should be shrewd as snakes while remaining innocent as doves.

Akeraios (“A”) and Phronesis (“P”) are the Greek words for "innocence" and “shrewdness" that were used in that passage in Matthew 10:16, hence the name.  The title Chief Mover/Shaker was inspired by 2 of my other passions: Trucking and Droning.

Feel free to engage me, and I will share with you through real-life stories on how to sharpen one’s P, while maintaining one’s A. Let us together become movers and shakers where we are placed in society.

So what is my station in life now?  

Unemployed?

I was exactly that from 23 Aug 2010 to 28 Feb 2011, and then again from 16 Jul 2020 to 10 Jul 2022.

Self-employed?

I have been this from 11 Jul 2022 to date.

Retired? 

I have not actively sought business for my sole proprietorship, so some would refer to me as a retiree.  I recently bought this shirt from Lazada, which defines "Retired" as "the ability to do what I want when I want" and also "not my problem anymore", which aptly describes my current circumstances :-)

In the next post, I will conclude this series with what our true identify should be.  So stay tuned!

How Do We Identify Ourselves? (Part 8)

Wednesday, 7th October 2026

PART 8: THE CFO WHO WRAP MOUNTAIN WRAP SEA, DO OX DO HORSE

Let's continue this series of posts with the job I stayed the shortest at.  It was for a total of 7½ months to be exact.

Every salaried worker's dream is to become part of the C-Suite one day, ie. a Chief Executive Officer ("CEO"), Chief Operating Officer ("COO"), etc. 

For accountants, that would be the Chief Financial Officer ("CFO"), and it was no different for me.  And if it was that of a public company, lagi better, the compensation package would include ESPPs (employee stock purchase plans) and/or ESOPs (employee stock option plans).

Following from earlier posts, after my tenure at Walton ended on 18 Oct 2019, I wanted to take a long, well-deserved break (after more than 30 years of corporate life).  I played golf practically every other day in the month of November, and planned to do so in December as well.

In fact, I even did an advanced booking to play at the Els Club, Desaru on Mon 2 Dec 2019.  More on this later.

Did I want to go back into the workforce?  Only if it involved being the CFO of a listed company, or a company with ambitions to go public.

Remember that Infineon colleague who attends New Creation Church called Victor Poh who first introduced me to the gospel of grace back in 2005?

Well, he sent me a Whatsapp message on 1 Nov 2019 (just 2 weeks after I left Walton), asking whether I was keen on a CFO role for a company that was planning to get itself listed.  Duh, of course I was! I wanted to ask him if the Pope was Catholic :p

He asked for my CV so that he could forward it to a Mr K, who was his ex-boss. 

On 4 Nov, I met up with Mr K for a 1st round interview, and then on 18 Nov, I met up with him and a Mr T for a 2nd round interview.

Mr K and Mr T were the co-owners of a coal-mine in Indonesia through a company called Kitty Hawk Natural Resources ("KHNR") and were looking for a way to monetise it.

It so happened that there was a listed company in Singapore called Resources Prima Group Limited ("RPG") that itself used to own a coal-mine, but had lost control of it, technically becoming what SGX terms a "cash company" and risked getting de-listed unless they could find a sustainable business to inject into it.

One common way to do so is via what is known as a reverse takeover ("RTO").  Let me explain how that works.

In a typical takeover of another company (for example when Facebook bought over WhatsApp, or when Google bought over YouTube), a bigger fish ("the acquirer") eats up a smaller fish ("the target"). 

After the acquisition, the target's employees end up being made redundant because of duplication of roles in the enlarged group (In the above example, Meta and Alphabet would get rid of WhatsApp's and YouTube's highly-paid staff.  There was no point in keeping, for example 2 CFOs, when 1 single Group CFO could do the job).

In an RTO, the reverse holds true in that the acquirer ("A") is the smaller fish, while the target ("T") is the bigger fish.  After such a takeover, the acquirer's employees are the ones ending up being made redundant, because the target company is the one calling the shots.

On paper, A appears to be buying over T.  But in substance, T is the one taking over A.  An accounting principle known as "substance over form" is applied for RTOs, such that in the Group's consolidated accounts, what is eliminated is the share capital and pre-acquisition reserves of A against the investment by T in A.

Let us look at a specific example.  In the financial statements of SIA, the share capital of the Group and Company are exactly the same.  That is because SIA the company acquired all the other subsidiaries, and at Group level, the share capitals of all the subsidiaries are eliminated against SIA's investments in them, leaving just the share capital of SIA.

RPG's show different Group and Company share capital amounts.  This is because RPG itself was formed as a result of an RTO back in Nov 2014, when the former logistics firm Sky One Holdings acquired Indonesian coal miner Energy Prima.

RPG's shares were suspended since 22 Jun 2017, and SGX would only allow it to resume trading upon being satisfied that a legitimate business operation was injected into it.

KHNR, a privately-held company with an operational coalmine, was an ideal RTO candidate. 

It would allow itself to be "taken over" by RPG, in exchange for the shares of the listco.  An RTO is also referred to as a "backdoor listing" because it is somewhat similar to an IPO (both require a prospectus), but it is a much quicker and less cumbersome way of going public.  

In summary, a successful RTO is a win-win for both the listed acquirer (because it avoids getting delisted), and also for the target (because it is a way to monetise its assets).

Mr K and Mr T told me that they would eventually make me the CFO of the newly-created KHNR group, but they first wanted me to join RPG itself, because their CFO had resigned.

This was an unusual arrangement because typically, the CFO of the target company becomes the Group CFO of the enlarged group, and the listco's CFO exits after the RTO.  In this particular case, the listco's CFO was leaving even before any RTO was to happen, and the target did not have its own CFO.

Nonetheless, I agreed to it because I had never worked in a listco before, and wanted to gain some hands-on experience.  They also gave me what I considered to be a very attractive salary package, made up of 60% in cash and 40% in shares.  RPG shares were last done at just 2.6 cents (what Mr T said was a "sweet spot" price), so there was a huge potential for it to double or even treble in value upon re-listing, effective doubling or trebling that 40% portion of my compensation.

They also wanted me to start work asap because the outgoing CFO's last day was 7 December, and time was running out for him to do a proper handover to his successor.

Remember how I mentioned about pre-booking a flight to play golf in Desaru?  Well, I had to cancel that game :-(

(10) Resources Prima Group Limited (2 Dec 2019 to 15 Jul 2020)

Upon joining RPG, I discovered from my predecessor (let's call him TTL) that I would be, as was he, the only full-time employee on the payroll.  RPG had to keep its costs down to the barebones minimum, so there was no physical office, no name card, no proper corporate email (I had to create and use a gmail account), etc.

I was expected to do what Hokkiens would describe as bao sua bao hai (包山包海) and Chinese describe as zuo niu zuo ma (做牛做马).  In other words, all and sundry, akin to laboriously working like an ox or horse.

TTL handed me the relevant source documents, passed me a thumb drive with the relevant data, introduced me to the relevant contacts, and at the end of that very week, went on his merry way.

Every 2 weeks, I would make a trip to the registered office in Ocean Financial Centre to collect correspondences and open them up to file.

I would be the sole liaison person dealing with the sponsor, auditors, current and potential investors, directors of both the listco and the target, corporate secretaries, share registrars, printer for the annual report, etc etc.

In just 7½ months with RPG, I released a total of 23 announcements on SGXNet.  These included monthly* updates (pursuant to 704(22) of the Catalist Rules), the Group’s full-year results, annual report, AGM, significant transactions, and various requests for extensions of time (including that relating to the submission of the proposal for resumption of trading). 

* Most listed companies just need to give quarterly updates, but those that are in financial distress are required to do so monthly, which is ironical given that such companies already face a shortage of manpower and resources.

But I took everything in good spirits because it meant learning on the job.  I essentially had the best of both worlds, working in what was similar to a start-up company that had to watch its cashflow closely, yet also simultaneously having to fully comply with the regulatory requirements of an actual listed entity.  The workload was also manageable, with predictable peaks and troughs.

I also believed in 前苦后甜 (bitter at the start, sweet at the end), because if the RTO was successful, I would be duly rewarded in terms of great job satisfaction, and also owning shares with huge upside potential.

Unfortunately, COVID-19 hit shortly after I joined, and the operations of the target's coal-mine were even suspended till further notice.

My dad then suffered a stroke on 10 Jun 2020 (while I was on a weekly Board conference call).  I tendered my resignation on 16 Jun so that I could spend more time with him.

I wrapped up FY2019 by making sure the AGM matters was properly handled, and also told Mr K that once my dad's condition stabilised, and upon the mine resuming operations, he could count on me to re-join the company.

Sadly after I left, RPG got a couple of further extensions from SGX but received a final rejection on 5 Nov 2021, ultimately leading to its shares being delisted on 25 Apr 2022.

When that happened, I also had to say goodbye to that 40% portion of my package.

Recently, I logged into my CorpPass account and note that I am still the authorised user of RPG Logistics Pte Ltd, a subsidiary of RPG that was incorporated in 2019, so that the expanded group could go into nickel-mining too.

I also still owe Victor that golf game.  He has been so busy that we have not fixed a time for that yet.

Oh ya, my designation as a staff of RPG was that of a "Financial Controller" rather than of a "CFO", as the Board wanted to avoid having to make an announcement on SGXNet.  My predecessor only stayed for 10 months, and the Board did not want to alarm investors about the high turnover of key management personnel.

It was just as well, as I stayed at the role even shorter than he did, so you will not see my name being in any way associated with RPG when you google it (you will unfortunately see his name when you do).

My successor EL was likewise given that same FC title.  I was, however, being made reference to (albeit not by name), on page 67 of the 2019 Annual Report (the one that I had put together).  That's my share-based compensation being disclosed in note 7.

How Do We Identify Ourselves? (Part 7)

Tuesday, 6th October 2026

PART 7: GOOD GRASS IS WORTH TURNING AROUND TO EAT AGAIN

There is this Chinese saying, "好马不吃回头草“ which literally translates into "A good horse does not turn its head to eat the grass behind it".

It is used as a form of friendly advice to people to leave their past (especially in the context of workplaces and relationships) behind them. There was a good reason for leaving, so there should be no good reason to return.

Well, there are always exceptions to the rule.  I know for a fact that PwC practices what is known as a "revolving door" policy where auditors go out to gain actual industrial experience (such as in a bank or an insurance company) and then return, better equipped to handle clients in those very industries.

I myself worked in legacy PW from 1990-1994, and returned to the merged PwC in 2000, albeit in a different department.

Going back to the above saying.  I would counter with "好草不如回头吃“，ie. good grass is worth turning around to eat again."  The best example of this is Steve Jobs, who although fired by Apple, returned to, not only have a second bite, but took it to even greater heights.

In my case, I had unfinished business, and thus went back to wrap things up.

I mentioned in the previous post about how I had joined my dad's friend's audit firm and re-familiarised myself with accounting (as well as auditing) standards.

While reading through FRS 27 on Consolidated Financial Statements and FRS103 on Business Combinations, God brought to my mind Walton Hong Kong, whose financials PwC HK had given an adverse opinion (which is the worst form of qualified accounts), as shown above.

I put together the following email to my ex-boss, the CFO.  Take note of the ungodly hour that it was sent (yup, it kept me awake at night).

-----Original Message-----

From: Malcolm Loh
Sent: Thursday, September 15, 2011 12:45 AM

To: S

Subject: walton hk, accounting matters

hi s

how's the going?

as a result of "going back to my roots", i have re-familiarised myself with the various frses, including frs27 and frs103 which deal with consolidation.

it has occurred to me that the consol for walton hk is extremely straightforward. walton sg and walton my were incorporated later than walton hk which means no pre-acquisition reserves to eliminate.

walton sg and walton my are 100% owned which means no noncontrolling interests.

the only issue is to obtain historical hkd/sgd rates going back to 1996 and hkd/myr rates going back to 2002 in order to translate the sgd and myr numbers into hkd, which will result in translation reserves being booked against other comprehensive income and translation differences being recorded in plant, property and equipment.

if you make the relevant fs available, i can turn them around within a week. no charges, i enjoy doing consolidation and the adreneline rush i get is reward enough :-)

and that will take care of one qualified item on the audit opinion...

can also understand why pwc hk kicked up a fuss about the puts. liquidity risk on derivative financial instruments is a disclosure requirement under frs107.

on a separate note, you may want to check if you have accounted adequately for reinstatement/restoration costs as prescribed by frs16 para16. i don't recall this being capitalised when the 34th floor had a major renovation in 2010.

regards

Sent from my iPhone

It was a pleasant surprise to receive the following reply from him...

From: S
To: Malcolm Loh
Sent: Thursday, 15 September 2011 11:11 AM
Subject: RE: walton hk, accounting matters

Hey Malcolm,

Thanks for your note below. Appreciate your consideration and comments below. How are things with you? Why don't we catch up over lunch if you have the time? Maybe you, me and G. I am travelling for the next week and a bit. How about last week of Sept or first week of October?

Regards,
S
Chief Financial Officer, Asia

And so on Thu 29 Sep 2011, I caught up with both my ex-bosses, G and S, over lunch at the outdoor section of Oasis@Padang, Singapore Recreational Club.  It was a time for reconciliation.  I apologised to both of them for letting them down, and they in turn also apologised for the abrupt way I was asked to leave.  They asked me how I was doing, and I politely replied that things were fine.

We then adjourned indoors for dessert.  From out of the blue, S suddenly asked me, "How would you like to come back to work in Walton?"  I was stunned.  G explained that S was going back to Canada HQ at the end of the year to become the CFO of Walton Development, and the FC who succeeded me was not up-to-par (I was aware of the latter because my ex-staff would regularly complain to me about him).  There was an urgent need for stability in the Finance function of Asia, and S was running out of time to assure HQ that all would be well after he left.

S was honest enough to tell me that he had first approached the FC of Malaysia, asking whether she was keen to relocate to Singapore, but she was not, having just given birth.  I also found out subsequently that he had interviewed dozens of candidates, but none gave him the assurance that they could hit the ground running.  G was the one who suggested to him to consider asking me to go back, and that email I sent to him was the icebreaker.

It was time for me to be honest in return.  I told them that things were not exactly working out for me.  I had been with the firm for 7 months, and was not offered the partnership role, so I had started to send out job applications again.

My title was just "audit manager" -- effectively a demotion from FC -- and had also suffered a paycut back down to a four-figure monthly salary.

When I showed them my name card, I could tell they were amused and unimpressed, especially at the location (yup, the one that had the reputation of having "four floors of whores") :P

Now, what I have not yet mentioned is that sometime in May 2011, I heard the shocking news from my ex-staff that L, the one who was double-hatting as both COO and Sales DM, had suddenly left Walton.  Her division had accounted for the huge majority of sales, so it was something totally unexpected. G resumed his operational role for the Singapore office (he was re-designated as President, Singapore), and would be my boss again should I return.

Meanwhile, one of my ex-staff (she was given the nickname VFS = very favourite staff, and I even call her that till this very day haha) was getting unhappily restless working for my successor.  She had sent me a message asking me to be her referee for an upcoming interview.  I replied her, "All the worst", and hinted to her that she should stay on because things were about to get better.  She asked, "You coming back, ah?", and I responded with a winky emoji ;-)

To cut a long story short, while G and S had verbally offered me my previous job, they had to first sort out a compensation package for my successor to become my predecessor.  I was more than happy to go back, because it meant a restoration of the paycut back to a five-figure monthly salary yet again.  As someone recently said, "Pride cannot put food on the table.  Better to just swallow it, so you won't have to live on an empty stomach."

I re-joined Walton on 27 Dec 2011, just days before S returned to Canada.  I quickly got down to carrying out what I had promised him in that email of 15 Sep 2011, with the instrumental help from my VFS, who happily stayed on in the company (for a total of 16 years!), as I pushed for her promotion from Senior Accountant to Assistant Manager to Manager in quick succession.

Together, we managed to get PwC HK to issue a clean opinion from FY2012 onwards, as shown above.  We also successfully took over the Finance function from Malaysia, when the office over there was physically closed in 2013.

Looking back, it was God who took me out of Walton during a very tumultuous time, put me in GBK to pick up the necessary accounting knowledge, and then sent me back, fully-equipped to help Walton HK get that clean audit opinion, and the 3 Walton Malaysian entities and its 6 interest schemes with their annual audits. Hallelujah!

Oh ya, back to how I received my 5-year LSA in 2017, and then my 10-year LSA just a year later, in 2018.

The person who was in charge of HR disregarded my earlier stint (from 1 Apr 2018 to 23 Aug 2010), and only counted my continuous years of service, viz:

27 Dec 2011 to 26 Dec 2012 = 1
27 Dec 2012 to 26 Dec 2013 = 2
27 Dec 2013 to 26 Dec 2014 = 3
27 Dec 2014 to 26 Dec 2015 = 4 
27 Dec 2015 to 26 Dec 2016 = 5

That person left subsequently, and I was put in charge of HR.  I had so much favour with my Asian regional boss that I managed to convince him to include even the intervening period when I was at GBK.  I told him that I was actively working on Walton accounting matters, and that was why I could get the clean opinion for Walton HK so quickly upon returning.

He agreed to INCLUDE everything since Day 1 of my initial stint, as though I was there all along, viz.

1 Apr 2008 to 31 March 2009 = 1

1 Apr 2009 to 31 March 2010 = 2

1 Apr 2010 to 31 March 2011 = 3

1 Apr 2011 to 31 March 2012 = 4

1 Apr 2012 to 31 March 2013 = 5

1 Apr 2013 to 31 March 2014 = 6

1 Apr 2014 to 31 March 2015 = 7

1 Apr 2015 to 31 March 2016 = 8

1 Apr 2016 to 31 March 2017 = 9

1 Apr 2017 to 31 March 2018 = 10

Just one instance of God's favour is worth many years of labour.  Amen?

In the next post, I will blog about my 7.5 month tenure as CFO-designate of a listed company, so stay tuned.  I will then round up this series with my current role as a business owner and conclude on what our true identity should be.

How Do We Identify Ourselves? (Part 6)

Monday, 5th October 2026

PART 6: FIRED ON A MONDAY, JOBLESS FOR 6 MONTHS

Readers who are sharp will note that I have listed Walton as my 7th and 9th job.  Just like how Donald Trump is both the 45th and 47th POTUS (with Joe Biden in between his 2 terms), I too took on an 8th job in between my 2 stints at Walton.

I am now going to share something publicly that only a handful of persons close to me have been aware of.  I am doing so because I want to testify to God's faithfulness, of how He remains in control of everything.  We, as His beloved children, must not lose hope, and continue to have a confident expectation of good, no matter how dark and negative the circumstances are, because He will always turn things around for our good.

My dad was turning 75 in August 2010 and we had plans to celebrate it in a very big way.  Preparations for the big day started in earnest as early as March that year.

Here is a photo that was taken with his immediate family on the night of the celebration, with what was actually two cakes: a number 7 and a number 5.

We will come back to this later, but let's talk about what was happening at my workplace.

A major organisational restructuring was announced at the tail-end of 2009, to take effect on 1 January 2010, which resulted in a change of boss for me.  

When I first joined, I was reporting to G, the MD, with a dotted-line functional line to S, the CFO.

My new reporting line was to L, the newly-appointed COO.  L was a Sales DM, and she would double-hat, taking on admin in additional to sales. G was re-designated to become Chairman, Asia.

L felt I should expand my role, and started to give me me non-finance work as well, such as 

• Chairing of the D&D organising committee in Feb 2010

• Co-Chairing the Team-building event held at Palm Resort in May 2010.

• Exploring possible tie-ups with major travel agencies such as Chan Brothers, CTC and SA, asking them to put together customised packages that included a half-day tour of Walton land parcels as part of the itinerary.

I was given excellent feedback from colleagues that the 2010 D&D was the best ever they had experienced in the history of the company :-)

Getting so actively involved and being hands-on in the 3 above-mentioned programs also came in handy for me in organising my dad's 75th celebration on 22 Aug 2010, so I have to give L credit where credit is due.

But the additional workload placed upon me came at the expense of my proper finance role as the FC, and to say that S, my CFO was upset with me is an understatement.  When he saw me doing the table seating arrangements for the D&D, he remarked "Why are you wasting time on that sh!t?"

The fact that S did not get along with L only made matters worse, and I found my prioritisation of work being severely put to the test.  I was caught in between and had to "take sides", as it were.  L happened to also be the top salesperson, so I figured it would be better for me to be in her good books, rather than his.  As long as I diligently carried out whatever she tasked me to do, I would be fine.  Or so I thought...

Well, something happened a couple of weeks leading up to my dad's birthday that made me realise that my days were numbered. L called me into her room and said, "What is this I hear about you being unhappy that I bought CNY hampers and claimed on them?  I am the person overall-in-charge of Singapore, and also bring in the most sales, so I can do whatever I want."  My face went pale, and I was left speechless.

What happened earlier that year was that she had given out numerous hampers in her own name to her staff, giving everyone the impression that she was a very generous person. She had however quietly submitted expense claims, effectively getting reimbursed for them.  As Finance, I was of course aware of this, and had remarked to one of my staff that this practice was not ethical.  If the company ultimately paid for those hampers, then she should not have indicated as though they were from her personally.

I did not expect L to get to know about it, and on her part, she did not see why she had to put up with a subordinate who dared to question her integrity.

Well, despite everything that happens on the earth, God is still in control, and I want to testify to His goodness and mercy.

Most, if not all, retrenchments and dismissals typically take place on a Friday, so that the staff who remain in employment have the entire weekend to wean off the negative effect.  I was terminated on a Monday.  Let me explain what happened.  

On Thu 19 Aug 2010, during my son's monthly check-up at NUH, the doctor noticed a small growth on his leg and said that it was best to have it removed.  He scheduled a day surgery to be done the next day.  I sent an urgent text message to my boss, L on my Blackberry requesting to take urgent leave to accompany my son.  There was a noticeable pause, and then came the reply, "Ok, take care of your son."

My Blackberry also experienced an unusual delay in receiving and sending emails the next day, and also over the weekend, which I subsequently understood was because IT was doing a complete backup of my files.

On Sun 22 Aug, we celebrated my dad's 75th birthday with me as the Master of Ceremonies.  It was a most joyous and momentous occasion, and I got feedback from guests that they thoroughly enjoyed themselves.

Early on Mon 23 Aug 2010 (which was my dad's actual 75th birthday), I got a call from L to go up to her room.   There she was, seated together with D, the then-President of Asia.  D showed me a paragraph in my employment contract where they could dismiss me "without cause" by paying me the relevant compensation.

Rather than being terminated, I requested if I could resign instead, which they agreed, to their credit. I hand-wrote out my resignation letter, signed it and returned my staff pass and Blackberry.  By 8:45am, I had left the building, without even being able to say goodbye to my staff.

Coming back to God's perfect timing.  If not for my son's day surgery, I would have gone into the office on Fri 20 Aug and received my marching orders that same morning.  It would have severely dampened my mood, and also affected the celebration of my dad's birthday on Sun 22 Aug.  God, in His sovereignty, had orchestrated the timing of events such that the negative impact would be minimised.

My wife knew about the deteriorating situation in the office, so it came as no surprise when I told her about what had just happened.  It was more of how to break the news to our 14-year-old daughter and 13-year old son, who were then in Sec 2 and Sec 1 respectively.

That evening, we called the kids into our room, and my wife told them, "Kiddos, Daddy has something important to tell you."  My girl asked innocently, "Oh no, are you pregnant? Are we going to have another brother or sister?"  That remark actually helped lighten the mood, and reduce the tension that was building up.

"No lah!  We have closed factory already.  What has happened is that Daddy is no longer working in that company in the CBD area."  They actually looked relieved to hear this!  To them, having a younger sibling was of more concern than their dad being out of a job.  Again, I see God's mercy and even His sense of humour.

To Walton's credit, my separation package was rather generous, and it could last me for a good 6 months.  I was in-between jobs from 23 Aug 2010 until 28 Feb 2011.  I did send out applications and attended a handful of interviews, but there were no job offers.

(8) Goh Boon Kok & Co. (Mar to Nov 2011)

I joined my dad's Lions Club friend's audit firm Goh Boon Kok & Co ("GBK") on 1 March 2011.  For that I have to thank my mom, the string-pulling extraordinaire, who was the one to reach out to him.  I had told her to give me some time to find a job on my own.  If nothing materialised by CNY 2011, I would then agree to let her help me out.

Mr Goh was well into his 70s, and was looking for someone to hand over the business to, in due course.  He offered me a partner role in his firm, upon my obtaining the relevant clearance from ACRA.

That is his email to me shown on the right.

To cut a long story short, after 6 months into the job and clearing probation, that partnership offer did not materialise.  It turned out that Mrs Goh was the one wearing the pants in the office, and she did not consider me to be fit-for-purpose.

In retrospect, going back into audit was actually God's way of equipping me with the relevant domain knowledge, so that I could return to Walton to help the Hong Kong entity avoid getting any more adverse audit opinions. More details of that in the next post.

When I was in PW in the early 1990s, I recall auditing a client and ensuring that the shares it had bought were correctly carried at historical cost, except when there was a permanent diminution in the value of those shares, in compliance with Statement of Accounting Standard ("SAS") 25, Accounting for Investments. 

Well, twenty years later, while at GBK in 2011, I discovered that such investments had to be marked-to-market (ie. carried at fair value), in compliance with FRS 39, Financial Instruments: Recognition and Measurement.  It was only then that I realised I had really lost touch with the proper accounting treatments, and so it was like going back to school and attending refresher lessons (while on the job, and being paid to do so, haha).

In the next post, I will share about how God caused the door at GBK to shut, and the door at Walton to miraculously re-open.  I re-joined Walton in December 2011, despite the conventional wisdom that a good horse should not turn back to eat the grass behind him.  

If even Steve Jobs swallowed his pride and went back for a second bite of the Apple, despite being fired by them, so why not yours truly, right? :-)