Saturday, 10th October 2009On 27 Sep 09 (otherwise known as F1 Sunday), my wife and I were in our own home church listening to Ps Reuben Ng preaching about "Strengthening Yourself in the Lord". As such, we had to rely on listening to the CD version of Ps Joseph Prince's sermon for that week (I have subscribed to Ps Prince's CD sermons, which typically arrived in my letter box 5 days after the sermon is preached).

That week, the service was held at the Indoor Stadium (because of F1), and the sermon title is "
It's Time to Receive Your Restoration".
Ps Prince referred to Acts 3:21, where Peter was addressing the crowd and used the term "apokatastatsis" (Strong's G600), which means restoration to the state before the fall.
He then cross-referenced this back to Ex 22, whereby we see God's principle of restoration. Where man is concerned, repairing a broken table or chair will never put that table or chair back to its original state. But when God restores, He more than does so.
On our part, we have to lay claim to the things that are rightly ours (as a result of Jesus' finished work) and tell the devil, "This is mine" as recorded in Ex 22:7.
This sermon resonates very deeply in my heart because of what I have gone through over the past 2 to 3 years as a result of embracing the grace gospel.
For the sake of the newcomers to my blog (and at the risk of sounding like a broken record to the older ones), this message on restoration is God's way of confirming to me that He will more than restore what the devil has taken away, and the manifestation of that is going to be completed very, very soon.
When Rev Peter Koh, the senior pastor of my church discovered that I had embraced grace teachings (which is what he considers to be heresies), he made to
step down as cell leader and treasurer in August 2007.
In December 2007,
my cell was disbanded.
Then, several fellow church members who I have known since Sunday School and choir days started to shun me and a handful of them even removed me as their Facebook friends.
Rev Barnabas Chong, the ex-youth pastor of my church, who was transferred out in August 2007, has taken that one step further, specifically
preventing me from seeing his Facebook profile :-)
All these have been the
cost of discipleship.
And if being taken to task within the four walls of the church was not enough, in June 2008, I had to go to the police station in conjunction with a vandalism case because Rev Koh
gave my name to the investigation officer. My brother-in-law was so disgusted that a shepherd would
expose his own sheep to the wolves.
In August 2008, I even contemplated leaving the church of my forefathers to put all these behind me and to start afresh with my family in NewCre. After all, my brother-in-law and his entire family had already settled in there.
But my daughter was not keen to uproot and move, having made lots of friends in church, and my son also wanted to stay put to go along with his elder sis. I was in a dilemma because it meant that my wife and kids could not go to church together as a family unit. When my dad heard about my situation, he told me that it was foolish to give up a
75-year legacy going back five generations just because of a pastor who had only been posted into my church in January 2006. Furthermore, Methodist pastoral appointments are itinerant in nature and it would only a matter of time that he would be posted out. He asked me to be patient and wait for God's timing. I thus decided to
take a sabbatical rather than give up my membership.
Yes, looking back, it has not been a smooth journey at all. But I thank God that He has seen me through all these unpleasant events. While I have lost good friendships that were built with members from my previous cell 3L2 and cluster 3L, God has caused me to build even better friendships with other grace believers out there. While I have lost the status and influence of being a cell leader and treasurer in my own home church, God has raised my status and influence in other arenas that go beyond my own home church.
I can put my hand on my heart and say that indeed, God causes all things to work out for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His purpose (Rom 8:28), and I look forward to the day when my wife, kids and I can once again be able to go to the same church as a family :-)